The pain in my heart
Will it ever depart?

Few know this pain of mine
Everyone thinks that I’m fine

My true feeling I continue to hide
They don’t know what’s inside

They don’t see me as when I weep,
Desperately trying to fall asleep.

I can’t look to my dad for advice,
Cancer took him, cigarettes were his vice

So for my mom I reach
But all she’ll do is preach.

Then the one I was closest to,
My little brother,
Is the one who hurt me most,
Because he took my wife as his own lover

So I look to my God and ask why,
As I continue to cry,

Asking if it was punishment for my sin,
And for Him to bring it to an end.

Contemplating what they say is the ultimate sin,
To end this hell that I’m living in

But I believe everything has a reason,
But how long must I endure my suffering season?

I can understand this feeling of despair to some extent, maybe not the same thing but I can understand it, going through a similiar period of my own trying to overcome my own problems. All I can really say is, you just have to trudge on as best you can, and trust that things will be ok and work out with time. I know that may seem hard to believe now, but things will get better.

I don`t know what to say,.. such betrayal,..not only by your spouse but your brother whom you trusted,..too much to loose,..

Isaac, man if you need a friend that understands, you can always talk to me.. I know what you are going through, it has happened to me.. all I can say is time will take care of the pain.. the sad thing is time takes it's time at doing it.. Don't even contemplate the ultimate sin my friend, sure it may hurt her for a little while, but she will continue with her life eventually, and you will be gone..

As long as you are here you will always have a chance at happiness.. the game of life sucks sometimes, but as long as we are alive, at least we are still in the game.. never give up my friend..

it's hard to know why we have to endure such betrayal and pain in our lifetimes. some people's weaknesses are blind to the love in front of them. peace will find you one day, and your heart will be happy again.

Aww, darlin', God is not a punishing God. God is pure LOVE and forgiveness...Pure LOVE!!!

Do seek comfort in LOVE, but know that LOVE does not desire anything more than to have you open your heart to its healing ways, in order to transform your pain.

Open your heart to let LOVE in. LOVE will do what it is meant to do, if you let it.

Be kind to yourself and think of a wonderful future ahead. Move on from the why to the what's to come. Everything happens for a reason and it's our job to turn it around and see the positive-not always easy to do. Thinking good thoughts for you.