i just want you to know i miss you and i love you with all my heart
but i want you to do me a favor i want you to imagine your sick and you go to the doctor and your in the examing room and the doctor runs tests on you about an hour and half later the doctor comes back in and tells you he has some bad news you have cancer he then tells you that you will need to go through surgery and chemo.then one day you go to check your mail and there is a letter from the doctors office that say's you need to make a appointment to be rechecked so you call and make the appointment the whole time your thinking to yourself is this going to be the day he is going to tell you the cancer has come back.eveyone says how bad they have it right now take a walk in my shoes for aday and maybe your life isn't as bad as it seems i go through this every time i have to go in to be rechecked.i wonder sometimes if the cancer does ever come back is that going to be the end for me will i ever have someone there to hold my hand or even say you will get through it again i know you will beat this because i will be there to see you through it.just for a moment i want you to ask yourself how bad is your life right now its probably not as bad as you think it is.i'm using this as away of saying just look ahead and never wonder what if cause know matter what one goe's through there is always a brighter side.i love you and i always will
betty