i sit watching the rain
it beads off my brow and melts
into the tears on my face.

what did i do in this world
to deserve this pain.
i keep telling myself
never try again.

what do i do now?
wait for somone to come my way?
open my mouth and just let
the words come out.
i think that i am done
with thinking there is a soul
out there for me

i should just set my heart free
and become a shell
that way i will know before
i can feel the hurt
i can see the cracks..

oh well

helloo
people
i am crying out here

is it good or bad.. what throw me a bone