Topic: Not a real big believer so
I_am_Tater's photo
Thu 06/12/08 09:23 AM
I could use A LOT of help...figures everytime i deactivate somethin goes down! what gives? the help isn't for me though its for my bro when i first came here i posted a story about my friend eric i was informed that he was in a pretty bad accident and is having a ton of problems this guy has been here for me longer than ANYONE he gave me the courage and support needed to stand up to my mom and take control of my life he makes me smile when the world is dark and terrifying and forgives me when i forget his birthday because dates are hard for me to remember and yea sometimes he picks on me but thats what brothers do he means the world to me and i dont know what i would do without him everybody tells me to have faith and pray but i lost faith long ago and in order for a prayer to work you have to BELIEVE which isn't easy so i thought maybe if we ALL said a little prayer for him it might work right now i'm horrified guess its true when it rains it pours my bro is my hero we arent blood but hes always had my back...brokenheart :cry:

MirrorMirror's photo
Thu 06/12/08 09:26 AM

I could use A LOT of help...figures everytime i deactivate somethin goes down! what gives? the help isn't for me though its for my bro when i first came here i posted a story about my friend eric i was informed that he was in a pretty bad accident and is having a ton of problems this guy has been here for me longer than ANYONE he gave me the courage and support needed to stand up to my mom and take control of my life he makes me smile when the world is dark and terrifying and forgives me when i forget his birthday because dates are hard for me to remember and yea sometimes he picks on me but thats what brothers do he means the world to me and i dont know what i would do without him everybody tells me to have faith and pray but i lost faith long ago and in order for a prayer to work you have to BELIEVE which isn't easy so i thought maybe if we ALL said a little prayer for him it might work right now i'm horrified guess its true when it rains it pours my bro is my hero we arent blood but hes always had my back...brokenheart :cry:
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Thu 06/12/08 09:28 AM
hey man i understand everything you going through!

It seems you can't bear it - perhaps can't go on -
When deep in the heart there's no trace of a song.

Some words that would comfort - when late in the night the trials return and - you're too tired to fight. Or the tears flow so often it seems you'll run dry.
And life gets so tough that you just want to die - Or at least go and hide -
where you're safe from all pain. Someplace you can rest 'til you find joy again.

What are the words you so need to hear - That will help and will heal and remove all the fear - That builds up inside 'til you think you'll explode -
What are the words that will lighten the load?

If only I knew the right words to say ... To encourage and Bless you or
comfort some way. I know not the words but this I can do.
I shall offer up Prayers to the Father for you.

anthony patterson


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Thu 06/12/08 09:30 AM

I could use A LOT of help...figures everytime i deactivate somethin goes down! what gives? the help isn't for me though its for my bro when i first came here i posted a story about my friend eric i was informed that he was in a pretty bad accident and is having a ton of problems this guy has been here for me longer than ANYONE he gave me the courage and support needed to stand up to my mom and take control of my life he makes me smile when the world is dark and terrifying and forgives me when i forget his birthday because dates are hard for me to remember and yea sometimes he picks on me but thats what brothers do he means the world to me and i dont know what i would do without him everybody tells me to have faith and pray but i lost faith long ago and in order for a prayer to work you have to BELIEVE which isn't easy so i thought maybe if we ALL said a little prayer for him it might work right now i'm horrified guess its true when it rains it pours my bro is my hero we arent blood but hes always had my back...brokenheart :cry:


I have friends who are closer to me than ,my siblings I understand
I am a believer but not a fanatic and my prayers with you for what its worth

I_am_Tater's photo
Thu 06/12/08 09:35 AM
thanks u guys it means a lot

BLUEYEDEVIL's photo
Thu 06/12/08 09:39 AM
It's when we totally give up control that we find the strength to go on. I have a friend such as the one you described, more of a brother than my true ones are, the world would be a much sadder place were these people not in it. My prayer go out to you and your friend.