Topic: This is Me
Meeshep's photo
Tue 02/20/07 06:57 PM
Ok, I've never actually written anything down. I've recently gone
through some difficult times. Saturday night I could hardly stay awake
but for some reason I was compelled to write this down.

THIS IS ME
Here I sit
This is me
I remember once when I was young and felt like I had my whole life to
look forward to. Nothing set in stone and the whole world yet to be
discovered.
This was me
I thought I had found true love. I thought I was doing what the world
expected of me.
I thought this was me
I fell in love, but from my flesh and blood and there were three.
This was me
I thought I made a mistake but was blessed with two and that made five.
This was me
I was reduced to nothing he saw to that, but I still clung on to my love
of five.
This I thought was me
I couldn't see daylight for the storm and fog.
This wasn't me
I thought I used up every single soaking wet tear I mustered up but more
always came.
This shouldn't be me
I saw a bright shining star and reached out.
I couldn't believe this was me
Was I dreaming, sure enough I didn't deserve him.
This wasn't me
The grudge that took years to build on my face became a smile again.
For once I wanted to be me
He took my heart and showed it places it had never been before.
I loved being me
It didn't take long before I pushed him away.
Why was this me
I lost my smile once again thinking, "this is just how my life is
supposed to be" just me.
I didn't want to be me
I look at my two little angels while they sleep and know they will
always love me unconditionally.
This is me
So, here I sit once again taking one day at a time, sometimes one minute
at a time.
Thinking this is me

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Tue 02/20/07 07:43 PM
flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou

Gryphyn's photo
Tue 02/20/07 08:38 PM
For not have written anything, you sure did a nice job on this one.
Thank you

bigsmile

G

LAMom's photo
Tue 02/20/07 08:43 PM
Meeshep,,
Really Nice flowerforyou

Meeshep's photo
Wed 02/21/07 09:47 AM
Wow, thanks for the compliments! I was so nervous about posting it
because of what others would think. I am a very self-conscious person
and something like this is putting myself way out on a limb. Again,
thanks!

Michelle

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Wed 02/21/07 09:56 AM
Michelle, talent such as yours should never be hidden, it should be out
on display for all to enjoy....

Meeshep's photo
Wed 02/21/07 05:31 PM
Thank you for your compliment LexFonteyne. You are such an ego booster!
;)