kaysi you are so special darling and im so glad you are my friend

i know its tough izzy, i dont have my cervix anylong this is what concerns them. they think it may have spread on but perhaps it will be somethign minor and we will just handle it and be done with it. i go for a biopsy after the holidays. they wanted me to go right in last week btu i asked if we could wait until after the holidays get over.

Im full of love & i will give you all i can this i promise you.

sweet lady.. dont stress about it. it just gives it the strength it needs to feed and get worse..
you just be the strong and wonderful person that you are.. live to the fullextent.. and you let us worry for you..

its the least we could do.

Wish i could make you both feel better

mom your im my prayers and my familys in know the stuff your goin through and i know you are a fighter so i know youll pull through

now iz...you know me!!! i dont want anyone worrying, there is no need for worry, all will be fine and i know this. im too mean and ornry to be sick long haha...just another obstacle God has set before me. i think he puts us thru these challenges to help others so that we can understand and know how to reach out to others who are in need. ive seen my share of heartaches, troubles and obstacles and one thing my daughter says she admires me for is that i always manage to land on my feet. all will be fine i assure you. i love you babygirl, you know this and last thing you need is more worry, you have enough on your plate. its my job to worry about you and those babies hehehe

but silly lady.. if i worry about you. then i dont have to worry about me!
kinda a distraction. so i think im allowed to worry if its for selfish reasons.

i know you do sweetie..
like she said.. god just likes to put us to the test sometimes..
"i know that god wont give me more than i can handle... i just wish he didnt trust me so much." mother theresa

i love that saying izzy.

where is my son? he is quiet in the forum tonight.

hes around.
talkin to me on IM..

You know my knowing what you both deal with makes me feel like what happened to me this past week wasent as bad AS UR STUFF. Oops sorry bout caps.

what happened kaysi? everyone's burdens are hard to deal with. i dont look at it like mine is worse than anyones, we all feel our pain and hurt in our own ways. what may hurt one person may not another. we are all here for each other, its what we do...our little online family.

has anyone seen FAK or wyatt lately? i miss them!!!

I didnt mean it that way... goodnite sweethearts

we jsut dont want you to feel that we dont care. please feel free to share if it is somethign we can help with or that you just need an ear, we are here for you. good night pumpkin xoxoxo

no, sweetie, yours is more immedieately noticable, you kno we love ya babe

FAK deactivated
wyatt has been quiet thru the holidays.. but we should see him soon..

Wyatt is being occupied in real life with a very lovely lady


And Fak is a long story



Sorry dropping my 2 cents in while reading through to see what's been happening


((((Kitt)))) Sorry to hear that's back hon, I'll keep you in my prayers

thanks fire..
and im out for the nite.
its cold in my room so im headed to the couch for warmth! lol
(had a pilot light incident.. but its better now.. so it will be warm everywhere tomorow.. so tonite im on the couch)

love you (((mama)))
and you (((kaysi)))

and of course..((brad)))

nite