You have a real problem. You need to lighten up and not take things so seriously. I think you are making the same mistake I did when I got on the internet dating sites almost two years ago. I believed all the hype about meeting someone. Instead of finding a nice guy I found liars and cheaters. So, after 13 months of meeting creeps, I realized that I have to make my own happiness .... that I am not going to find it on the internet.

In connection with the above, I started going out to dance clubs even though I am not a very good dancer. I met several men who were interested in dating me. They were real men and sincere, not the lying internet jerks. However, I wasn't attracted to them. Unfortunately, I had a terrible accident and have been homebound for five months and I just started physical therapy. However, in another two months when I am better, I am going to go back to the dance clubs since I believe that sooner or later I will meet a nice guy that I will be attracted to and can start dating.

You? Quit counting on the internet to find someone. Go out into the real world and look there for someone to fill your empty arms.