at least say somthing to me!!! Quit stalking!!!

Oh Lord, won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz?
My friends all drive Porsches, I must make amends.
I've worked hard all my lifetime, no help from my friends.
Oh Lord, won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz?

Oh Lord, won't you buy me a color TV?
"Dialing for dollars" is trying to find me.
I'll wait for delivery eah day until 3.
Oh Lord, won't you buy me a color TV?

Oh Lord, won't you buy me a night on the town?
I'm counting on you Lord, please don't let me down.
Prove that you love me and buy the next round.
Oh Lord, won't you buy me a night on the town?

Everybody

Oh Lord, won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz?
My friends all drive Porches, I must make amends.
I've worked hard all my lifetime, no help from my friends.
Oh Lord, won't you buy me a Mercedes Benz

hmmmmmmmmmmmm monetary things again............oh lord wont ya buy a mercedes benz?> does that/will you make you happy?????

<-------knows it doesnt............so then what??? rely on self? ego is ego...........ego should not be equated in this becuase if self to be wanting something that will invole the ego.........

hmmmmmmmmmmm some of this book is fascinating yet I already knew half of it..........whatever, still profound

Dear diary...........did you know that you need less than you have????

Example............ I sold everything for someone...........except my clothes......

married him..........left with my clothes

so what did I win? lose???

I lost monetary things that even to this day I dont need......who cares that I dont have crystal pudding bowls??? whoooooooooooooo really cares??? does it make you happier if you had them????

OMG! there is a guy on POF
he's been there forever snakeboots

& when ever i wonder in once a month
he'll send a note saying he likes my pro blah blah
& sends his yahoo
& I have to laugh that he never remembers
& when Gloria was on there he had invited her some where for the weekend & stood her up!! then months later he calls her cell trying to figure out who's # it was...
she tells him he says ooh sorry hangs up!!!
2 weeks later called again!!!



what the hell does this say????


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can we take these "things" with us when we die??? who are we without these "things"????

Who are we really???

I think he needs a new ding a ling and a brain..............oopppppppppppppppppppsy same same>>???

You took your coat off, and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
And I watched from my window
Always felt I was outside, looking in, on you
You were always the mysterious one with
Dark eyes and careless hair
You were, fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
You stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
Besides some comment on the weather
Well in case you failed to notice
In case you failed to see
This is my heart bleeding before you
This is me down on my knees

1-These foolish games are tearing me apart
And your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart

You were always brilliant in the morning
Smoking your cigarettes, and talking over coffee
You're philosophies on Art Baroque moved you
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar

(You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
Somewhere along the line
I must've gone off track with you)

Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn, somebody more like myself
(repeat 1...)

You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that

When I was with my EX I bought antigues all over the country filled a 4000 sq house that over looked the ocean in OR.
I left him came back down here.
Had my 11 horses shipped down here.
he ended going thru everything & bringing me junk & put it in a storage then called when he left town to tell me where it was...

All that crap was just material things!!
I was away from that bastard & with my family
& no matter how much I bought it still didnt make me happy up there...
Then i left the junk in storage until I moved to the ranch
it all went in the garage there then the fires hit & burnt it down...
when we were sifting through the ashes I started throwing dishes & stuff against the wall.
OMG!!! that felt sooo awesome!!!

My friends got mad & went in the house cuz the glass was flying every where thou!!!

ya catch..........its just "stuff"

Ive been reading alot to remind me what is really important in life.....

I already knew alot of this stuff.........I would rather experience new things and people than new "things" but at the same time............Im thinking.........what if they come here>>>> geeeeeeeeeeez? what would they think?

<--------doesnt care about "things" so much anymore.......just wants to be happy...........

what if god smoked cannabais.........

Well Belushi made a thread about him being gay!



What's wrong with coming there???

Gypsy, you have alot to be proud of
& so what if all you have is a mattress on the floor
& a plastic cup plate & spork!!

You got a JOB!!! A car!! A house!!!
You can pamper yourself on your days off!!!
Your son is being raised in a stable environment
With your Family! you are close & LOVED!

Your cats love you almost as much as their boxes!!

Oh tears....

I have a bit more than a plastic cup and spork......but not at lot more than I had before I sold my life..........

I got a job that I like with biotches who are mean and think their **** dont stink

I got a car........yes

I got a house........yes not much of a house but whatever

I miss my son like crazy..........once a week isnt enough!!

Soooooooooooooooo all this monetary stuff is bull****!!!

i hurt myself today
to see if i still feel
i focus on the pain
the only thing that's real
the needle tears a hole
the old familiar sting
try to kill it all away
but i remember everything

What have i become?
My sweetest friend
Everyone i know
Goes away in the end

you could have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt

i wear my crown of ****
on my liar's chair
full of broken thoughts
i cannot repair
beneath the stain of time
the feelings disappears
you are someone else
i am still right here

what have i become?
my sweetest friend
everyone i know
goes away in the end
you could call have it all
my empire of dirt
i will let you down
i will make you hurt
if i could start again
a million miles away
i would keep myself
i would find a way

Life is dealing with azzhead people most places you go.

At least you get to spend that once a week & want to..

Linz's poor dad was always too fuked up to spend time with her or his other daughter. now he's dead.. & has been for 4 yrs...

It doesnt matter if you live in a cardboard house
You can lay you head down at night & not have to worry if your going to wake up in the morning & still be alive & still have a bowl & spork...

I know $$$ doesnt buy happiness OR LOVE OR thee who dies with the most toys wins!!! your still dead & dead is forever....

Catch.........thankyou I needed that kick in the azzzzzzzz........

Now if we could just get wild sexy men to spoil us & lavish us with babbles & sex!!!

I miss my son.......and he was raised in a stable environment with me...........\


Because of my stupid hours at work...........it doesnt work./.....


I miss him soooooooooooooo much!!!