I said something i didn't mean to you tonight
I told you I didn't love you
That I didn't want you
That I didn't need you in my life
I couldn't have said a bigger lie
I was angry and hurt by our fight
I wanted you to hurt too
Now I hurt more
I can't sleep all i do is think of you
I want to rewind the tape
Edit out all the bad parts
Replace them with what my heart really feels
I just don't know how to be happy
I've been hurt so many times
I can't walk that road again
Know matter what I said to you
I hope you know what i really feel inside
I hope that I didn't break you like I've been before
All I want is to open my chest and hand you my heart
I want to you keep it safe
I want you to show me it doesn't have to be damaged anymore
I need you to know that everytime it beats
Every beat is for you

This is really touching - it isn't always easy to write about such specific personal things, is it?

no it's not...but i can't just keep it in my head anymore either cause it's killing me

That's so eloquently said, and I know what you are writing....

((SKPCG))

I could cry a thousand tears but the pain is immeasurable...someone who loved so deep..and someone who cared so little....this is the sound of my own heart breaking and my own turmoil with a careless soul....thank you for that:)

It's never to late to say you're sorry...

you're a true poet...you write from your heart, i like that..

but you can be too late...and sorry doesn't erase the words...they will always be there...it's much easier to say i forgive you then it is to forget what happened and that can be haunting

Forgiving and forgetting are two different things....start showing him you're sorry...and consider yourself hugged...we've all done and said things we regret, but things don't always stay sorrowful if your actions show you didnt mean it...your poem here is lovely...show it to him....

i hope you're right MsWizard...i've always been good at screwing stuff up but not at fixing it

We're all good at it darling...life happens.....go show him you're sorry sweetie...it will work...

Her mascara does not run,
for the tears no longer fall...
for him
her well is dry...
all the makeup in her bag
couldn�t cover the pain she�s held inside..
her emotions deeper than oceans
magic not found in any potion
to dilute the stillness in her eyes..
the pain she hides
the tears she�s cried
still stain the page
she cannot turn
she�s lost as are my eyes
when I stare myself into her world
I want to take her place
in the daytime
the nighttime
my time is your time
I miss the time, in the meantime
til the end of time...a.. long time
Once upon a time he was here with her and they had all the time in the world...then he left that time and its been a long time since they had time to make time...I wish I could freeze time so I could hold him one more time....
Time after time, I wish I had time for more time to make that last time a lifetime

i need to frame that and hang it above my bed....

Thank you love...whats with the apostrophe's

don't know that's a good question

Baby girl, there is so much love and passion in you. I think the world of you and those who know you think the same. When you are knocked down, pick yourself up and push forward. Sometimes we are humbled by lifes experiences. You have come a long way and I have strong faith in all that you will do someday...

As your friend, I will be there for you to wipe your tears, hold you up when you are weak, walk with you in a storm and laugh till we cant breathe..

Cathy

i love you cathy...you're the mom i wish i always had....