Iam4u just gave you some really good advice...

please take it!

DOES ANYBODY REMEMBER THAT WINGER SONG NAMED "SEVENTEEN"

yea.. i think i am.

It sounds like you are always looking for the wrong person to be with.
What you are actually finding may be the projection of how you view
yourself, and think you ought to be treated. It happens a lot. A
person's history sometimes compels them to hold a lot against
themselves, and they become molded into someone who is vulnerable to
being abused and exploited. You are very young, a look like a very nice
person, though you've been through a lot; you have time to break your
mold and develope into the kind of person you want to find. Respect
yourself more and in different ways which you have yet to envision.
Come out of hiding; you know what love is. I hope you don't take what
I'm saying the wrong way; the seeds of our own salvation are within
ourselves. Start looking within!

Love.

how can i look within, when all i do is wrong?

You only percieve everything you do to be wrong.. Perception is a wooly
thing..It can trap you inside yourself.. Your perceptions can be the
strongest prison known to man.. WILL

i'm so confused

I know the feeling.. WILL

good words Grobi and Will...

Kojack and Ms.Txs...

you all may help this young woman find herself...
hopefully before worms and wolves do...

Good luck Angel...
listen to your heart...not his zipper

Look at the things you are doing; you are actually doing them to
yourself. This isn't to put the blame on you, so please don't take it
that way. But, there is a principle that I always have followed: do
what is inevitable and necessary to solve your problem, so that you
never have to face it again. And if you do, you have learned how to
deal with. You've reached a point in your experience where it is time
to take a break from relationships to examine what is inside of you,
your thoughts and feelings -- to come to terms with what you have been
through, assess everything you have learned, and begin to remake
yourself in the image of a woman who is true to herself, and who will
stand for herself.

All that you do is probably not wrong, though -- give yourself a break.
But, you have to study yourself to see where exactly you took the wrong
turn, and why you keep heading in the direction you don't want to choose
for yourself.

i'm just so confused.

i hate to do this but i have to go back to school.

if you guys want to write me sepeartly, go ashead and do so.. my email
at yahoo is a_rabon_2000_2000@yahoo.ocm