Such agony
Summer has become so painful
Once upon a time I never wanted it to end
Now?
I watch the world through blurry teared vision
Frustration builds
Why can't I just let him go?
Death cannot be reversed nor erased
Still my heart screams for him
I love him
That will never change
It also no longer matters
What a fool I am
Most nights lonely sobs
Break through the silence
He knew he was going
Deep down I think I knew too
Though I thought denial may prevent it
Nothing did
Nothing could have...
I felt him leave that horrible morning
Racked with uncontrollable sobs
I screamed at the skies
NO NO NO YOU CAN'T LEAVE
Please...
It was no use
I knew the feeling
Helplessly I clung to each and every memory