Been looking up in the skys.
Searching for those rays of hope
I’ve heard so much of. ‘Cause hope is
what I could use right about now. Life’s been
an everlasting web of problems I can’t escape
from. I guess it’s my fault. I’ve never tried to
change them and I’m still the same. Been one
lost fool for so long and can’t get away from what
I’ve become. Here I am a grouchy young man
without any hope for myself. For the word
“hope” means so much.
I’ve been looking up for those rays of hope.
So I can finally get some relief and my
heart can finally beat with happiness.

I could not have said that any better,Iam also in your boat as well,keep the faith,surely someone here will step up.

pretty powerful words my friend

May the rays of light pour over you...
Good write!