by Amanda

How many times are you going to stomp on my heart.?
how many times are you going to lie to my face.?
how many times am i going to keep believeing you.?
ill tell you how many more times,
no more will i allow you to treat me the way you do.
no more will i allow myself to belive all the lie you tell.
im a better person then you,
im a strong willed person,
no thanks to you.
i am the person i am today beucase of myself.
i should be doing what you do peopl say,
but im not and i never will,
beucase i was on the other end and i saw what it does to people.
i know haveing an addiction is hard
and i dont know what its like.
but i do know what its like to deal with it on a day to day bases.
the past almost 6 years this is what my life has been about.
im only 19 years old,
and ive seen more things and done more things then peopls do in a life time.
i wont let you hurt me anymore.
i have to put you in the past,
and that is the most difficult things of all.
i hate you for youve done,
but yet i love you and always will
beucase you my mother

awww, such a sad story.. know that you have friends here that will stand by you and help you get through your tough times..

its still all good you made it out in time