Topic: Feeling nervous
AngelMapper's photo
Mon 04/28/08 03:32 PM
Well I was talking to a girl last night, and the oddest thing ever happened to me.
I completely changed from any of my normal to some thing else, were as I am usually incredibly shy on the phone I found myself spilling my guts and nearvous.
I dont think I have felt this high in a long time, Im not saying like it could go any were I honestly dont know and Im not willing to take a risk and scare her off untill I observe the situation better and come to understand her fully.
She truely is a unqie women and while shes older then me, were in about the same place in life shes ahead in age im ahead in life experiances yes but were so much alike its creepy.
It got so bad that I smoked half a pack in less then 30 miniuts and I am not exagerating.
I couldnt sit still I pased back and forth the whole time, considering this was only the secound time weve talked via phone I figured it would have eased up, instead the more I listen and talked the worse it got.
I felt like a ass hole through out 90% of the convo, and yeat she didnt even seem to notice I was stumbiling over my own words and idea's hard core.
It was horrible after we hung up, I coultn stop thinking not so much about her but just every thing, as much as we talked I was honestly scared by it.
Ive never found some one that prys me right out of my shell and puts me on center stage and honestly listens to my idea's and cares about my past and my issues.
And untop of it all she can be quiet sexy, and yeat it doesnt effect me like the old days instead as much as I find it entersting, im more concerned with learning more about her that I dont even seem to be phased by it.
Now dont get me rong I did get turned on by a few things...as perverted as that seems I am a guy I cant always help it...but yea...I seemed to be able to just walk right over it and pay attention to her.
I honestly dnk what to do I just really need'd to talk to some one any one about this... Hell Im freaking out and yeat feeling desperate for her to call...and yeat im afraid if I call Ill feel like a annoying ass hole... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

No1sLove's photo
Mon 04/28/08 03:41 PM
bigsmile Angel, you're too sweet! Are you breathing hon? I'm so glad that your conversation went so well! I'm sure things will work out just peachy for ya. Take care, and I'll talk to ya later. flowerforyou

lilith401's photo
Mon 04/28/08 03:43 PM
Good luck to you....

AngelMapper's photo
Mon 04/28/08 03:44 PM
Im breathing barelly ive felt high all day and as if my stomach was all queezy, not really sure why I am so nearvous...
I cant breath to well...half pack in 30 min really did some damage *coughs*

No1sLove's photo
Mon 04/28/08 03:48 PM

Im breathing barelly ive felt high all day and as if my stomach was all queezy, not really sure why I am so nearvous...
I cant breath to well...half pack in 30 min really did some damage *coughs*
Quit smoking so much Angel! Good grief man! laugh Go outside and air those lungs out a little.

auburngirl's photo
Mon 04/28/08 04:03 PM

Well I was talking to a girl last night, and the oddest thing ever happened to me.
I completely changed from any of my normal to some thing else, were as I am usually incredibly shy on the phone I found myself spilling my guts and nearvous.
I dont think I have felt this high in a long time, Im not saying like it could go any were I honestly dont know and Im not willing to take a risk and scare her off untill I observe the situation better and come to understand her fully.
She truely is a unqie women and while shes older then me, were in about the same place in life shes ahead in age im ahead in life experiances yes but were so much alike its creepy.
It got so bad that I smoked half a pack in less then 30 miniuts and I am not exagerating.
I couldnt sit still I pased back and forth the whole time, considering this was only the secound time weve talked via phone I figured it would have eased up, instead the more I listen and talked the worse it got.
I felt like a ass hole through out 90% of the convo, and yeat she didnt even seem to notice I was stumbiling over my own words and idea's hard core.
It was horrible after we hung up, I coultn stop thinking not so much about her but just every thing, as much as we talked I was honestly scared by it.
Ive never found some one that prys me right out of my shell and puts me on center stage and honestly listens to my idea's and cares about my past and my issues.
And untop of it all she can be quiet sexy, and yeat it doesnt effect me like the old days instead as much as I find it entersting, im more concerned with learning more about her that I dont even seem to be phased by it.
Now dont get me rong I did get turned on by a few things...as perverted as that seems I am a guy I cant always help it...but yea...I seemed to be able to just walk right over it and pay attention to her.
I honestly dnk what to do I just really need'd to talk to some one any one about this... Hell Im freaking out and yeat feeling desperate for her to call...and yeat im afraid if I call Ill feel like a annoying ass hole... GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR





All of these are good things! Good luck to you! flowerforyou

Torylynn's photo
Mon 04/28/08 04:53 PM
I have gone through same thing..We met and now I can't get him out of mind..If it is fate or destiny it will take the course..I miss him and I think of him all the time..Great communication ..He just lost his sister who was in accident on sat and she passed and all i want to do is hold him and try to kiss his sorrow away...But I want to be there...My heart is hurting just like he is..You will know if you guys actually meet in person..You will know if it right...and age is just a number