I never post in this thread. I never really write any more. But this one just kind of explains the kind of relationship that would work for me. My heart doesnt know any better. =)

You catch my eye in a split second stare from across the room, just long enough to make me feel the rush that comes when I let you infect my thoughts, when I wrap myself around you; get caught up in whoever you are; and the whoever I become when I let myself get caught up in you.

I'd like to thank you for being the gasp I take when I can't breathe, nothing more, nothing less. You aren't the day to day, just the occasional, it works for us this way.

Do I have the capacity to offer more to you or anyone else?

Emotions don't saturate, they crawl in through my mind, infest my thoughts, bypass my heart and never seem to penetrate my soul the way they should.

Will anyone ever satisfy me with the intense warmth that lingers in my memories?

I crave personal invasion, complete soul penetration.

You bring me to an uncomfortable comfort level and keep me there just long enough for me to question myself and who I become when I get caught up in you.

Could I entertain the constant if I had it in me to?

Would I? Would you?

I invite you to enter, linger, consume my heart and maybe my soul, as I stay steadfast, unphased.

I am who I am, and you are who you are, we just get caught up in eachother every once in a while.

I just wasted precious time spitting out **** about whatever we are, or what we should be.

Maybe I got caught up in a rush, a gasp, an occasional comfort level, the thought a soul fulfilled.

We're just who we need to be when were together, nothing more, nothing less, it works for us this way.

I dont usually put myself out there like that. But theres one line in it that I REALLY like.