no no take the captn back... wait... no... (GULP) took care of that...

I want tequila with steve

I'll have what StacY (!) , Cambo, and RK77 are having.... all of it.....

crossfade,, cold

OK that tooooo

I gots to have something to cheers with 77 there.....

Jose all around then!

yeeeeeeeeeeeeehaw.... now lets kill a pig

nah aint in much of a killin mood

well give me the gun then....

or else lets buy a bag of pork rinds.....

it probably wouldnt be a good idea if i had a gun in my possesion right now

there are reasons why I dont own a gun!!!

Alli...



Check...
Your...
Friend...
Requests...

I have to block out thoughts of you, so I don't lose my head
They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed
Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone
Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home
There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain
An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?
And will you never say that you loved me just to put it in my face
And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted space

(Chorus 1)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finaly see what's good for you.


(Verse 2)
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing I won't touch again.
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinions on things like suicidal hate.
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so f*cking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you.

(Verse 3)
And with a sad heart I say bye to you and wave
Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made
And like a baby boy I never was a man
Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand
And then I fell down yelling "Make it go away!"
Just make her smile come back and shine just like it used to be
And then she whispered "How can you do this to me?"

(Chorus)
Hate me today.
Hate me tomorrow.
Hate me for all the things i didn't do for you.
Hate me in ways, yeah ways hard to swallow.
Hate me so you can finally see what's good for you

Dear diary bar..... that single rob must be in love with me......he cant stop talking about me!!!

ouch T. I mean OUCH.....

your friends are still around you, as your mentality stablizes... or how ever you put it last night.... point is, said I'd be here.... here I am... always will be, and I'm sure I'm not alone. and yes, good thing you don't have a gun. Few people really should have them. I am going to rumage this house for alcohol....brb

its just a song alli

Have a good night folks! Sweet dreams

em hmm. well it ain't random....
but it's expressive and that's good.
when your friends are caring.... let us care. it's not just a song.

ill be ok,, just down at the moment

k.

night pat