They rather no that im dead. I know its true. I cant help who i am, so i deserve a big fu$k you. I know they will put me in a box, and spit on my grave, they wont put any marking, ill be like a unknown slave. Do i care, sure i do, but i cover it up, and send back a big screw you. Yea, it would be nice to be loved, but it wont happen here, so i will just sit around and have a beer,talk to the bartender, and maybe shed a tear. Death might not be that bad, it may be great. I could sit around all day,eat anything i want, and masturbate. So come on death and make them happy, push me in front of a car, or make lightning zapp me.

whoah, whoah.....bein kind of hard on yourself, dont you think?

im prayin youre a girl- that way i can give u a piece of advice...stop dating a - holes and your life'll be complete!!!


if youre a guy - dig a well, adopt a poodle named precious, and look for a girl- preferably in a size 12...

Dude I believe you are having a bad day....or have lost it one!!! You need help from your JSH crew.....

Ive been there. Its good to write. It has help me. And you are cared for and the pain and anger will never go away, but there will be a time it doesnt engulf you.
Good write.

Ive been there. Its good to write. It has help me. And you are cared for and the pain and anger will never go away, but there will be a time it doesnt engulf you.
Good write.

Yes, life is hard sometimes and the silver linings seem scarce
But, tomorrow will come and the sun will once again arise
And although today you may feel like everything is a farce
Tomorrow you will know that you are a wonderful prize

(and if not, you can always go back to slapping the salami )
(and yes, the color of my sky is still blue )