I wrote this just before my ex fiance and I broke up.. Back in Feb of 06.

Accusations
And lies
The Problems inside
And the problems in me.
No one can see what’s behind my eyes
Fight back the tears.
I wish it would stop!
I want it to end!
Maybe some pills to help me sleep
Take enough to sleep for days.
Just to ease the pain
Just to get away from everything for awhile
I hate doing anything for anyone.
I always end up getting pissed on.
Why is it so hard for people to understand,
That if I can’t be happy
Then I should do everything I can to make those around me?
What you know is what you see.
And, people don’t know me and they don’t see…
That my good deeds are really just good deeds.
No hidden meaning, just…
Kind gestures that I wish people would make for me
But, for them to kind gesture for me.. Would mean they would have to be kind to me.
God forbid I feel good for once.
It’s so hard to live a life
Where you see all the bad things happen to all the good people.
I get no kind of thanks,
No kind of praise.
And, this is the life the broken man has to face.

you deserve better

Thanks tell that to the world for me would ya? That's about all I attract are the people barely on the brink of sanity lol.

We are all barely on the brink of insanity not everyone wants to admit it though..WILL

Yeah who do you want me too shout that out too?? I will tell your ex she is STUPID for doing you wrong

You're VERY talented

LMAO you make me laugh. Eh, it's in the past hell more than 2 years ago. Damn time flies I guess lol lots of long lonely nights thankfully tonight isn't one of em cause it would be stirring up some drama.. I hate drama lol