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Wed 10/29/14 05:20 PM


Who would you miss if they left this site


I would if you moved out of range of my ... err ... Never mind! :angel:


Sniper rifle?

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Wed 10/29/14 04:40 PM
Who would you miss if they left this site

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Fri 09/19/14 08:41 PM
Push it - salt n pepper

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Fri 09/19/14 06:59 PM
November rain - guns n roses

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Fri 09/19/14 06:36 PM
Loose yourself - eminem

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Fri 09/19/14 06:06 PM
Jailhouse rock - Elvis Presley

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Tue 09/02/14 06:36 PM
WOW !!!!

Firstly this is the first time I have had the opportunity to re visit this particular forum since I posted it and I want to thank you all for your participation and respect :).

Thanks to all those who are offering advice as well because there is one thing that I've learnt through personal experience that it can be very hard to talk to people and share it even just admit you may have depression so just being able to sit quietly and read other peoples stories can help a lot and maybe give people a little re assurance that it's ok to talk...

And sometimes the best people to talk to are perfect strangers on the other side of the world...

I hope to see this forum continue to continue to grow :)

Take care people
Jess xxx



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Sun 08/17/14 01:42 AM
There a few I would kiss on the hand on the cheek on the ****
There is a couple is like to do more to as well

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Sun 08/17/14 12:43 AM
I also think that no amount of medication will work unless the person taking it is willing to work on themselves as well...
And seeing a councillor or even just speaking to a friend can be so much help and a big step forward

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Sat 08/16/14 08:20 AM

tip.if you'r going to hang yourself, do it right. take your weight and divide it by 1260, (or is it 1260 % weight..? )which gives the proper drop in feet.. for me it is 8.3 feet. enough to snap the neck but not remove the head. otherwise you die of slow strangulation.., which would not be fun. ( not that ive ever thought about it) They wanted to take my guns away when i was depressed until i told them about 15 other ways i could kill myself without one.... hmmm in the end i discovered a simple truth. after decades of therapy..., we decide if we are going to be happy or sad, itsour call. in my case medication helps also... but, yeah.


I didn't realise there was a math to it... You have thought About this in great detail obviously.. :)

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Sat 08/16/14 08:16 AM

Awww.. thanks my xX slave
.... sorry to hear about your friend.
I would say sorry about your separation.. but that just means you're free for me to pursue.. winking at her... and for right now..
. I'm still working on making myself smile... that reminds me where did I put the Kleenex box....lmao..oops
. I did say I'd be serious just . once.
laugh flowerforyou love drinker :heart: :heart: :heart: :heart:


If I remember rightly you left your Kleenex next to the ky gel ;)

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Sat 08/16/14 08:11 AM

Ok..okkkk.. I will be serious!.
Just this one time..winking
.4.u..okflowerforyou
. yes for some reason Robin Williams death.. has triggered a lot of.
.. underlying emotions..
in a lot of people...
.. was he clinically depressed.
who knows... was he looking at the end game...
. I mean if you get to be in your late sixties.. and your health is failing.
. and you don't want to spend the last few.. months of your life in a hospital bed... having your family suffer..
. watching you in pain.. becoming depressed them selfs..
. I guess at that point.. suicide
. becomes a logical solution.
I don't know if it would go through my mind.. but that would depend on the amount of pain and suffering.
that was coming my way.. so to speak... I have made it public recently.. I have lost an elder sister to suicide not to long ago.and then my father passed from cancer... terminal.. shortly after that...
.. so I know depression.. intimately.
.. both these people.. my father who was my foundation... And my sister was my cornerstone... in which I built my
world upon....
. I have not come to terms with.
the loss of them... and now with my
. somewhat recent separation.
... most days I feel... as if I am in a boat.. set a drift down a raging river
. without any paddles... to help me navigate.. do not get me wrong
I am strong especially for my boys.
. but those times I find myself alone.
...wow.. I can barely breathe...
.ok.. I'm all done..
thanks for listening..flowerforyou :thumbsup:
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Sorry to hear about your loss.. I recently lost a close friend to suicide and I know how hard the sudden loss hits you...
And yes I certainly know how separation feels as I am freshly separated but In my situation it's do the best...
Take care my friend you put lots of smiles on peoples faces daily so I hope you have that someone who makes you smile in return xx

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Sat 08/16/14 07:27 AM
In light of robin Williams passing I thought I would open a forum for people
to talk about their experiences with depression.

Everyone knows someone whether it be themselves friends or family that suffer
from this horrible disease and it is still very misunderstood often ignored
or branded as some form of behavioural problem.

So feel free to share your experiences or even reach out to others and offer
help or ask for help.

We have such a massive community of great people here that there is no need
to feel alone.

Please keep in mind people the purpose of this particular forum is to reach
out and touch people so no nastiness negativity or judgement we are all human
and bleed the same colour blood.

Take care ya'll
Love jess xxx ".


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Sat 08/16/14 01:37 AM
Maths

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Thu 08/14/14 11:48 PM

yes I do,but you and blondey live to far away,story of my lifedrool waving


Hi there:) I haven't seen you in ages I thought you disappeared xxxx

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Thu 08/14/14 11:47 PM

I was going to say something disturbing...
. like my fantasies. come true every night... as he reaches for the Kleenex boxs...lmao...laugh whoa I.know..slaphead


Baha

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Thu 08/14/14 09:12 PM
It doesn't have to be promiscuous a fantasy could be anything...

Mine is to become a best selling author
It will never be fulfilled because I don't spend enough time writing my book

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Thu 08/14/14 07:29 PM

If I had just one wish
Only one demand
I hope he's not like me
I hope he understands
That he can take this life
And hold it by the hand
And he can greet the world
With arms wide open...

Creed lyrics


Great song!!

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Thu 08/14/14 07:27 PM

does this count as foreplay..?
.. and if so then this...happy


Damn and I just paid for 1

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Thu 08/14/14 06:08 PM
Edited by xXSlave4uXx on Thu 08/14/14 06:07 PM
Me I'd run through an airport screaming I have a bomb just to be man handled by sexy men in uniform
( knowing my luck I'd get a big scary woman who looks likes she's going to eat me lol)

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