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Sun 05/18/08 08:49 PM


I'm not sure myself....nothing happens with my mutual matches anyways....

so this feeling stupid thing? is ...MUTUAL laugh laugh flowerforyou


haha well nothing will magically happen.. if you want to talk to them, then send them a message!


Someone once told me my prince charming wouldn't just show up and knock on my door.....so now I just stand outside waiting...flowerforyou laugh

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Sun 05/18/08 08:46 PM
not for many many many years.....


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Sun 05/18/08 08:44 PM
I'm not sure myself....nothing happens with my mutual matches anyways....

so this feeling stupid thing? is ...MUTUAL laugh laugh flowerforyou

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Sun 05/18/08 08:42 PM
Not me....but I miss camping and sitting by a fire....making SMORES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bigsmile

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Sun 05/18/08 08:40 PM
YES!!! flowerforyou drinker

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Sun 05/18/08 08:39 PM
I love baseball caps! flowerforyou

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Sun 05/18/08 08:38 PM
I'd bomb anything I planned out inside my head though grumble

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Sun 05/18/08 08:35 PM

Until my eyes waterlaugh laugh


Just shy of peeing my pants bigsmile

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Sun 05/18/08 08:34 PM
what kind of hats? :tongue:

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Sun 05/18/08 08:33 PM
It's not sex ....i'll take plain old laughing anytime anywhere! :tongue:

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Sun 05/18/08 08:22 PM
PUDDLE OF MUDD

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Sun 05/18/08 08:22 PM
I don't look for "mine" to be "correct". flowerforyou

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Sun 05/18/08 07:39 PM
I would believe if i got struck :tongue:

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Sun 05/18/08 07:33 PM
Hi fellow PNWestener flowerforyou

WELCOME!!

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Sun 05/18/08 07:30 PM
I'm drinker a diet coke..........it's making me feel better though happy

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Sun 05/18/08 02:45 PM



Now think about that!! If he doesn't call you and he waits for you to call him how much of a friend is he? I mean he could be your main friend but how does he feel about you? Does he feel that you are his main friend? Is doesn't seem so or he would have called you and tried to make things right. True friends just do not ignore their friends with silence like that, at least for that long! It's hard but you need to move on and not let it get you down. Being on this site can help. If it wasn't for this site I would have gone nuts long ago. Well, I am nuts but that is another story! laugh


flowerforyou You're right obviously....patterns are hard to break....even my pattern of doing the calling and the waiting. I've done this for so long that even though I need to break free, it's still difficult.

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Sun 05/18/08 02:26 PM
I'm in the sad stage...i hope the anger stage comes quick and furious so I can move on.....and until then....i'm taking myself to DQ today. :tongue:


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Sun 05/18/08 01:39 PM
It's maddening to leave messages that never get returned. grumble

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Sun 05/18/08 01:29 PM


Just think... If they were a true friend, they would be calling you up and asking to make things right.



Yeah...that's the embaressing part- when we argue...I never get "that call"....I end up doing the dialing and hope he turns on his phone which usually takes over a week.

If he weren't my main friend I think it might be easier to just let it go?

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Sun 05/18/08 01:22 PM
He was basically my one and only friend so it has been hard for me to just let go...no matter how he has treated me. We would sometimes argue and then just give it a few days and then hang out again. But I just can't take the way he expresses anger anymore. It's so up and down all the time I just feel worn out inside. Yet I was "taught" that you don't give up on things that are tough in life and you remain loyal. Let's face it...being completely alone doesn't thrill me either. drinker