I havent eaten in over 24hrs...this flu is killing me I swear...

{{{{ Kerry }}}} Thanks hun.. it sucks I felt better for like 4 days and now Im sick again... I hope this one doesn't last that long.

Im sitting at home sick again...watching The Lord of the Rings trilogy

Single well for 2 more weeks at least then Mark is going to be home from the army and we can be together

ive been sick for a month now..and it's starting to drive me crazy...

It's really not that bad it's just the regional section of the forums that's dead...Go out there and explore all the threads you'll find something Good Luck hun

My feelings are getting stronger for him everyday...Im not used to this...idk what to do...UGH!

My friend Mark did

oh hes just some guy named Josh and hes pretty amazing

Im eating Ben and Jerry's Chunky Monkey... Favorite kind of icecream

I drank wayy too much for my own good last night...

Robbie I still can't believe you're gone. it's been almost a year and the pain just wont disappear. Everyone says it'll be better if I move on but I can't for some reason...I try and try but theres just this big void in my heart that can't be filled. I sit here and think of when all of us kids were younger and all the silly games we used to play.....the smiles and laughs we shared..the memories we made.They bring a smile to my face for a second and then the harsh reality of you no longer being here hits and the tears just start falling again. Never in a million years did I ever imagine burying one of us kids. I hope one day I'll be able to cope with this. You're always in my heart and you will always be missed. I Love You man

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My eyes filled up with tears as I heard the news
It never occurred to me, how much I could lose
I find myself wishing that it wasn't real
Every time I think about it, pain is all I can feel
Tears fall from my eyes, I can barely see
But my heart tells me that he'll always be with me
I’m glad he feels no pain now-he ...lives in a perfect land
I can still feel the soft touch on my shoulder of his loving hand
I lie in bed and cry at night
And I don’t feel any better in the morning light
And I will love and miss him forever
Until the day we are again together.
Together in that perfect place above,
Filled with caring, sharing and love
But until that day comes- I will wipe my tears away.
And hopefully see him again someday

o0o0o ok that explains it lol

Silly it's Midnight not 1am lol

Cheer up Mark *hugs*

My mom just did for the first time in months....

I confess that is a fact...we do...lol

I confess I have a weakness for a man in uniform

I know I no longer live like 20 minutes away!! Its so sad

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