I went on a date with this guy I had been talking to online. I figured what the hell it could be fun. He turned out to be very petite. When I say petite I say 5'3" and just over 100 pounds. He had long blonde hair which I might add was very beautiful. We went dancing and I spent the night laughing at him because he got picked up by several men that thought he was a lady. Needless to say, he wanted to leave. He was really pissed off and decided to throw a huge tantrum in the parking lot kicking cars and yelling. I ended up leaving his ass there.

I want to be a firestarter. Yeah that would be cool. Everyone would make sure I'm very happy.

I'm apparently never getting married from the looks of things. Once upon a time when I was madly in love, my boyfriend & I said we wanted to dance to the You & Me Song by the Wannadies.

I think I'll go swimming in my backyard.

<<~~~~Scorpio

Give it time. We're already in a process that's going to wipe out a lot of the population and restore the balance in nature. It's getting warmer which means the bacteria are going to flourish. Guess what folks, they are resistant to antibiotics.

I read a book call "Dust" once about how small changes in our ecosphere escalated and made it's way up the food chain and everything from insects, plants, animals to humans had a massive die off. The viruses, bacteria, and fungi took over. It scared the crap out of me because it could happen.

I'm single for a lot of reasons..
1. I'm a mom. It's hard to date when you have a kid.
2. I live in an area where most people my age are married.
3. My job puts me around females and geriatrics.
4. I have trust issues.
5. I apparently have one of those magnets that only attracts the NSA kind of guy
6. I'm not skinny.
7. There's not a lot of social opportunities here.
8. I'm afraid to be vulnerable.
9. This one's from my grandmother ~ "you're too intelligent, you need to dumb it down some. You're intimidating them." Whatever!?!?
10. No one ever asks me out and I've never asked anyone out since the 2nd grade when I asked Bobby to be my boyfriend and he kicked me and broke my leg. I might need a therapist.

Poptarts are awesome!

I like the brown sugar/cinnamon & the chocolate ones.

I guess I should stop squirting the extra morphine down the sink at work...

I wonder if it does anything to all the contrails in the sky?

LUDICROUS SPEED!!!!!!

That dude that tries to sell Obi Wan death sticks in the bar on Coruscant.

I know, I'm a Star Wars geek for knowing that.

Supertramp ~ Take the Long Way Home

Bauhaus ~ Bela Lugosi's Dead

Beatles ~ Strawberry Fields

I had a special friend that came with benefits. For seven years, we talked with each other almost daily about anything and everything. About 2 years into the friendship, we became intimate. For the next five years, we would get together to hang out and "service" our needs about 2-3 times/year. In those seven years, we both had other short lived relationships in which the benefits were put on hold yet, we still communicated daily. Always, we ended up back together. After seven years, I realized that I had deep feelings for this person. After letting him know, I was in for disappointment because he didn't feel the same. It became apparent that I was merely a warm & willing body for him to satisfy his needs. I let him go. It's been 4 months and we've not spoken at all. I never want to have a friend with benefits again. The next relationship I have will be all or nothing.

Go Go's ~ Lust to Love

Depeche Mode ~ Blasphemous Rumours

INXS ~ What you Need

Linkin Park ~ In the End