SSSSSSSHHHHHHHH Im hunting potheads......HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE HEE

PUFF PUFF PASS Im ready to hit it! Just showing some love to those who love me in return!

yeah Im glad Im feeling better to it just sux that I had to take something like that to bring me back to normal. But hey whatever works huh!

just wanted to stop and let you all know that Im doing better today...my friend gave me a half a zanex so Im feeling more content. Its been a while since I felt like that! Love ya all!

Just checking in with everyone now Im gonna cry cause Im heartbroken and dont know what to do. My mom is being an a$$ and I dont want to be in the same room as her. I'll probly go a cry myself to sleep in my 5 year old daughters arms tonight...aint that sad! I have no one else who I can feel and touch to cry on thier shoulder. I just want to disappear. It sucks having a heart.

who wants to help ya girl out and buy a cnadle from me so I can get money up and saved to get X-mas for the lil one???? Trying to do what I can.

If only it was that easy for me to pack up and leave I would, but Im scared of change and so I'll end up staying here in this hell hole with these dumb a$$ guys who like to steal money from my girl scout troop and run me over and treat me like sh*t. Yup thats all that ever want me. Talkinga bout making you feel worthless huh.

HEY!!!!! Where in the heck is all the sexy guys around me at?? And why can't someone come and take me out on a date? HEE HEE HEE Yeah I know Im crazy bout I just need some new friends that ain't full of SH*T!

Just showing some love bout to go back to sleep still drained from this weekend flowers for everyone!

island boy......you hott!

I've mised everyone too!

Hi peachie!

I promise I wont wander to far from all of ya'll. Im always gonaa be right there at all time........Im the breeze that blows the smoke that funny little way!

Have no fear Tonya is here! I see that I have been missed. Well Im back and I have been doing fine! Saturday I was hanging out with one of my old friends and we ended up getting a little sumting sumting so we stayed up all night! I didnt go to bed until Sunday night at like 11pm. We made candles (well I had made them earlier that day) and decorated the jars all night! Im trying to make some money and at least this way I can stay at home and tend to my kid. You know most guys nowwa day rather have their females out working....I rather be at home so I can take care of my kid. I just dont like the idea of some one else taking care of her while I work. I wish I could find me a legitament job where I can stay home and make money and dont have to pay for it first. Oh well I wont hold my breath on that one. How has everyone been doing? I tell you one thing it felt good to tweek out and hang out with an old friend!

Rap Im gopnna send you an email realy quick and give you some info that you mentioned before.

Love you all!!!

THANKS RAP! It's good to know that some peole really know who I am. Thanks for listening to me!

Rap.....awe you are the sweetiest person that I know of you have some of the sweetiest words when a girl is down! those are tears of joy knowing that you understand where Im coming from. It means alot to me knowing that some one else sees whats truely inside of me! I did talk to Bre today about it and she said that her other half has a HUGE problem with holding on to money. She knows that she's gonna get caught up with everything now that he is outta the picture for now. I told her that when he gets out and she starts to fall back in dept with me again that I wont be able to let it slide. I said that she needs to put her foot down with him. I told her that I wasn't trying to be a b*tch but Im being up front and honest with her. She told me that there is no ard feelings and no matter what we are still gonna be tight!

yeah I know but its just so hard for me to say no to her only because if she has no one to watch her kids how will she work to make money to pay me back....and now her old man is locked up and to be honest its his fault why they owe me so much money. He keeps spending all their money and stupid crap abd so they cant pay their bills or buy diapers or buy formula for the baby. Im glad that he is locked up now for the next 3 months at least that way Bre can catch up on everything. I just feel bad for her when he gets out cuase then she is ging be screwed again. They are about to get kicked out of their apartment too because of him and his spending. Her man is one of m closest friends but he's a freaking dumbass! I am going to talk to her about it when she comes and gets the boys. im gonna tell her that I'll help with th boys for now and when her other half gets out and she starts not paying me again then Im done with watching them. I really wish she would move on she doesn't deserve someone like that....hell they are his kids too! He needs to grow the hell up and realize that he aint a kid no more.

DANG Rap......you got all the good good grean huh. Looks like Im gonna have to take a trip and visit ya! This sux it's 7:30am here and Im having to babysit 2 kids that I wont get paid for. They already owe me 200.00 for back pay But here's a bit of good news I went in and redid my tatt! It looks SOOOO good now! As soon as it heals over I'll take a pic of it for everyone to see!

yeah well it aint your fault its the joys that come along with having a mom wo would rather spend time with her boyfriend instead of her kid and grandchild and she's to stupid to see that she is shafting me and my kid! Hell I had to beg her just to go with me to walmart to buy my kid a big ball 2 months ago! Im just sick of not having any parents around that want me and my kid around.

I need a new freaking LIFE!!!!

Hey everyone who is ya'll doing? Bout to smoke my last roach see ya after a while

Hey everyone who is ya'll doing? Bout to smoke my last roach see ya after a while

howdy everyone!!! Just showing sum love!