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Fri 03/28/08 08:46 AM
CCCRRRRRRRUUUUSSSSSSHHHHHHH

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Fri 03/28/08 08:11 AM
I hope i can get some more advice soon im kinda goin nuts here

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Fri 03/28/08 08:05 AM
thanks masmooched

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Fri 03/28/08 07:59 AM
hey big glenn check this out i need advice bad
Body:
Ok, I really don't know how to write this email. You are the most wonderful person I have met in a really long long time. I knew when I met you that if this relationship doesn't work out, it's because of my issues and I am not meant to be in one. I want to be fair and honest with you so that's why I'm writing you now. To say things I have trouble verbalizing.

When I said I loved you, I truly meant it. And I feel like I need to be honest with you about some other things. I don't know why I have trouble with relationships. Sometimes I think I have been alone too long and I will never be able to let someone into my life again on a permanent basis. Sometimes I think I am having trust issues based on my past couple of years.

When I get involved with someone I care about, I feel bad right away because I know the odds are that I will end up hurting him. But I have been holding out hope that when I meet the right person, I will be able to do it. The problem is, I have met the right person, you, and I still can't do it. And I have no idea why or what is wrong with me.

In a lot of ways I feel like you don't even really know me and I feel like I barely know you. I think part of it is that I miss the freedom of being alone. My family adored you as I knew they would (what's not to love) and I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm so disappointed with myself.

There's more too. I go to see a therapist since my accident. That is where I went this morning and I didn't want to tell you. But she told me I should not be dating right now. That I need to work some things out before I can try to have a healthy relationship. She told me I need to break it off with you. That it is best for both of us.

I know you will probably hate me after you read this and I am SO sorry. I have some of your things and I need to give you the ring back too. I can put them in a bag on my front porch if you want to pick it up. Just let me know when.

I guess I don't really expect you to understand. I'm ridiculously complicated under the surface and I'm trying to work all that out but at this point, this is for the best.

The nicest thing you can do for me is to not try to talk me out of my decision because I won't change my mind and that will just make it all the harder.

Dave, please believe me when I say I'm sorry. I would never ever hurt you on purpose.




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Fri 03/28/08 07:47 AM
single agiansmooched

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Fri 03/28/08 06:50 AM
smile then eyes ok im a but man too. remember im still aguy!!flowerforyou

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Fri 03/28/08 06:43 AM
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thanks every one

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Fri 03/28/08 06:21 AM
yep i love her and its hard to shut that out on a dime but it is what it is and it sucks. its just not knowing that REALLY BOTHERS ME ALOT.
explode
its kinda embarrising truth be told blushing blushing

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Fri 03/28/08 06:03 AM
Edited by DMACKD83 on Fri 03/28/08 06:11 AM
what do you do when something like this happens to you. i was floored and still am. i really do not know what to do.



On a serious note
Body:
Ok, I really don't know how to write this email. You are the most wonderful person I have met in a really long long time. I knew when I met you that if this relationship doesn't work out, it's because of my issues and I am not meant to be in one. I want to be fair and honest with you so that's why I'm writing you now. To say things I have trouble verbalizing.

When I said I loved you, I truly meant it. And I feel like I need to be honest with you about some other things. I don't know why I have trouble with relationships. Sometimes I think I have been alone too long and I will never be able to let someone into my life again on a permanent basis. Sometimes I think I am having trust issues based on my past couple of years.

When I get involved with someone I care about, I feel bad right away because I know the odds are that I will end up hurting him. But I have been holding out hope that when I meet the right person, I will be able to do it. The problem is, I have met the right person, you, and I still can't do it. And I have no idea why or what is wrong with me.

In a lot of ways I feel like you don't even really know me and I feel like I barely know you. I think part of it is that I miss the freedom of being alone. My family adored you as I knew they would (what's not to love) and I can't believe I'm doing this. I'm so disappointed with myself.

There's more too. I go to see a therapist since my accident. That is where I went this morning and I didn't want to tell you. But she told me I should not be dating right now. That I need to work some things out before I can try to have a healthy relationship. She told me I need to break it off with you. That it is best for both of us.

I know you will probably hate me after you read this and I am SO sorry. I have some of your things and I need to give you the ring back too. I can put them in a bag on my front porch if you want to pick it up. Just let me know when.

I guess I don't really expect you to understand. I'm ridiculously complicated under the surface and I'm trying to work all that out but at this point, this is for the best.

The nicest thing you can do for me is to not try to talk me out of my decision because I won't change my mind and that will just make it all the harder.

Dave, please believe me when I say I'm sorry. I would never ever hurt you on purpose.




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Thu 03/27/08 09:15 AM
HOWDEEEEE@!!!!

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Wed 03/26/08 10:25 AM
nice pink bear 10=

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Wed 03/26/08 09:52 AM
CAN I HAVE A TASTE TOO

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Wed 03/26/08 07:34 AM
girl is it hot in here or is just you LOLsmokin

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Wed 03/26/08 06:40 AM
ass....gas ....or grass...NOBODY rides for free lol

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Wed 03/26/08 06:23 AM
whatcha think do i have a chance on here:smile:

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