You would like "happily ever after" but your lack of trust prevents you from being honest and you hide your true feelings and it is hard for someone to get close to you. You sidestep honest discussion in favor of insincere small talk.

Permanent change of attitude is required to attract the man you desire and keep him.

Interesting, but that's not the case. In fact, I tend to be way too open and sincere and I think I share too much of myself too soon. I tend to sort of put everything out on the table when I meet someone new. I don't know how to play the game, nor do I want to. No mystery here. I'm just me. I wonder if that might be it. Maybe I need to be more mysterious so I'm more of a challenge? Thanks anyway, though. That was fun.