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Topic:
monologue - part 10
Edited by
butribu
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Tue 01/31/23 10:22 AM
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İ dont know why God is treating me so bad while i am trying to be a good person. As if am a bad person, he is loading all the bad things on me. İ really wonder why?!!!
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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This is too much. Forget about benek, my 3 babies.. they trusted me and i sent them to death myself. With my hands i put them in those boxes. Nothing can relieve this guilt..
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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Benek Cat took his stiches out. My nightmares at the moment are not ending.
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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Since i realised they were ill, i am keeping away from pistachio as well to keep her safe. İts been 5 days i didnt let her near me.
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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My very healty cats, i sent there to dieto shelter
İ cant get over this guilt. |
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
Edited by
butribu
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Tue 01/31/23 10:18 AM
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My 3 days time is blank. Crying. Not knowing what to do. Loosing temper and nerve. Crying.
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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3 of my 4 stray cats i sent to shelter, back from there died because they caught fip virus there. Thanks, after all what i am doing about cats, ducks, others.. that must be what i deserved!!!!
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
Edited by
butribu
on
Wed 01/25/23 10:03 AM
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Cooked chicken liver for them to get strength back.
Now i am waiting for Benek Cat to have operation and spend 1 week of recovery at the vet and then come back to my garden. |
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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We took him to VEt directly. İ was on the clouds and before i got back on the ground, shelter brought me back my 4 babies after neutering and recovery of 1 week. İ cried of happiness. İ misses my stray ones so much and so did them
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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Today midday, eventually after a month work, at least 1 hour work everyday, feeding, waiting.. i was able to trap him! Mum helped me too. We made it!! And i made 4 great "oleyyyy!!!" After i made it.
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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Today midday, eventually after a month work, at least 1 hour work everyday, feeding, waiting.. i was able to trap him! Mum helped me too. We made it!! And i made 4 great "oleyyyy!!!" After i made it.
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
Edited by
butribu
on
Wed 01/25/23 10:00 AM
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İ did many of your things you adviced
And i let a 2 days sleep help me as well Walked Fed my ducks Spoke to my brother Cried Made shopping for my babies Fed them Visited my Benek Cat whom i was after to catch Spoke to kids around me Had some beer and talked to my pistachio And really those all helped me And starting from yesterday but definitely today morning, i was happy and well. |
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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Moto, tell me wat to do please.
but dont say say thhose ordinary things |
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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i need to calm down
i am very tense from tthe moment i wake up there are reasons and i just shut up and wait.. |
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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this an other one eases me down Sugababes - Shape
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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my mood is like scrambled egge now
scrambled egg wouldnt lile to talk, me neither. writing doesnt count. |
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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i am now positive that w. houston voice calms me down..
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
Edited by
butribu
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Sat 01/21/23 12:41 PM
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this was not necessary
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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i just want to save that cat
God help me |
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Topic:
monologue - part 10
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i asked for a "proper" trap cage for the cat with intestines out
i said, i fear, time is running to end and it came for god's sake, it's been a month neverthless, i have it now |
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